crosseyed

with just a few words
the uphill climb
in which I
honed my countenance
was tossed like
a paper cup
to rocks
and crashing surf

the looking glass
splayed
into countless shards
seven years of
ill fate added to
a litany
of twelve-step strutting

mere words,
single-cell words
not a drop of blood spent.
the possibilities, once endless
now
were head-first
and hell-bent on
a joyride
down the spiraling chute

oh process,
oh practice,
I cocoon myself to chrysalis
dreamtime
brings the revival
of my inner light
the hindsight
that does not require
the color rose

the shards at my feet
are a mirror-ball
dancing color
across the perfect
and the future tense

© Tom Watters  5/8/06

surface

a frame,
moat-like,
rings this unfinished
portrait

skin that has been rendered with
undercoating
the palest shade
of jade gray

a pastiche in multi-media
cloth of questionable fiber
cigarette butt air-strips
photographic miasma
cardboard roses

the acolyte regards
in reverential tones
itself unworthy,
second suspicions
tries on a third shirt,
eyeliner and medication

greasepaint cracked
the marquee is sputtering
burgundy velvet sleeves
moth-tread and musty
a trace scent of gaslight

a frame,
handsome,
barely contains
this spilling

© Tom Watters  5/4/06

hero say

terrain is spiteful

on a hill
sometimes
a road
a path, a rut,
a rivulet in song

full frontal
brick, glass, asphalt
glare, radio,

sirens call

amplitude and fluttering
uncommon grace

in chains

wheezing, I run these steppes
slowed by rapturous grapevines
and silver bullets

the hill is blinding
a green jewel
kryptonite
core
gentle

drainage ditch

steep and piercingly
crisp and

I check my brakes
they function for the cross-traffic
trees
concrete abutments

mellifluous

failure falls on top of me
shadows grab
fishhooks barb
lines tangle
I sink in

flesh

wound

© Tom Watters  4/30/06

Gottlieb

the silver orb retains
her focus amongst
deranged clatter and
the Las Vegas of her terrain

Speaking, slurring, with
the most leaden of drawls
she awaits new destinies,
the new directions of evangelists

never wanting
never expecting

she freefalls
caught, rebounded, freed
reflects her surroundings
with perfect admiring distortion

desire is not her lot
life is blinding, fleeting
creepishly carnie, and
her suitors spend freely

full of desire
full of anticipation

lust is marked on
tally-boards that total
skill quotient, prowess
metallic clacks and cigarettes smoked

historic records reveal
those who kept the fire
lit brightly longest, who amused
the tenant of this glass house

always ready
always open

age betrays her, reveals
all in the lines of her face
smoothed ruts that speak
experience and betrayal

whistles of a different nature
the song that now mocks
bells that ring too long
spindly legs rocked to buckling

never the bridesmaid
never the bride

© Tom Watters  4/24/06